waiting

ok , today i'm going to have a little rant. Nothing major. I do try to curb this within myself. Today i'm having a difficult time with it .... PATIENCE. I'm jusr running out of it and have no clue where its going. I wish it would come back to me !

 Sometimes i find waiting for people or things such a trial. whether it be waiting for someone to show up, answer a txt or for my kids to do whats been asked of them. Its driving me crazy. Yes, the kids do this ... they are supposed to ... but what about friends and other loved ones??

If you say you are going to do something , PLEASE! don't leave me hanging. I just cant tell you how much i am waiting for what ever it is. The let down is like falling off of a major cliff ( not that i have done this or plan to ). Maybe i should just give up with the waiting... not sure how to ... but ...  Yeah ... about that ... ::sigh::

ok ... im done, for now

back to my waiting ...