Sunday, February 21, 2010

IF



If I could be in your arms
Know that I would be
If I could be tucked beside you
I would be
If I could run my hands
along you , I would
If I could kiss your lips
I may never stop
If I could have one night with you
It would never be enough

If you wanted me
I would come to you
If you need me
I'll be there

You have my heart
You have my love

Yet all of this you know
but do not accept

You are apart of me
and I will always be apart of you

If I could be in your arms
Nothing would stop me from loving you
If I could be tucked by your side
I'd never leave
If I could touch you
You would never want another

All of this you know
Yet cannot acknowledge

You have a piece of my heart
that no one can take way from you
IF you want it
You just need to let me know
With words or actions
and its yours

I am yours
but this you do not know
One word
and I melt for you
One touch and I'd never leave you

For now things will
remain as they are
For now I will hold
my peace
For now
although my heart is yours
it shall remain here
For now
You don't want to know
that you are a piece of me
and I am of you

IF I hold my arms out to you
Would you come to me
If I told you what you mean to me
would you understand
Would you want the same OR
would you run??

Just Not Enough

I know I am not you favorite
I know I am not a lady
I also know that i am not special enough

I just want to feel your love
I just want you to know
that I am a lady
even if you dont think so

I just want you to know
that I am special
to many others,
If not to you

You gave everyone
your time and attention
For some reason
there wasnt much left for me

I have found all these qualities
inside myself
Some with the help
of my chosen family
Some with the love of
MY family

For some reason they love me
even though im not your favorite,
Or a lady or special

I am me
Still growing and learning.

Thursday, February 18, 2010

Twists and Turns

Its all the twists and turns that make our path.
The Crossroads of what is to come and what has been.
The relationship that has come and gone, people, souls that have touched us.

Twists and turns, hills maybe mountains and valleys, not where we place our feet or
who or what we place our faith in. Remember that it is always the journey not the
destination.

Twists and turns, fast or slow. Those who let us touch them as we reach the cross roads.
the twists and turns are our future. The straight road the past behind us. Hills and valleys,
the ups and downs of life.

These are the things that make us who we are and lead us to who we are meant to be.

Monday, February 8, 2010

Into Forever

As I look into your eyes
I can feel myself
falling into forever

A forever with you
soul to soul
heart to heart

A safe place
a place of joy
a place of forever

In you I see
Past Present and Future
I fall into forever
as I look deeply
into your soul

Thursday, February 4, 2010

Nights End

The night draws to a close
My chalice is almost empty
My heart heart is heated
with thoughts of you

A look, A word
A touch, A sigh
All coming together
with the rising sun

My chalice drained
My soul calling for you
Sunlight hurting my tired eyes
My body craving your touch

Your name on my lips
as i lay here
in dawns early light

My eyes close
Images of you
drifting before me
My last conscious thought
is of you