Ponderings from the pond

It's intresting how much there is to learn and unlearn "out there" in the "big " world we live in.
I'm trying to learn a new way to live and it is intresting. A new way to live a new way to think. It's really not very differnt from the way I was brought up. My parents would not approve.... more because of the way they were brought up. Some times after reading about new teachings I sit and think ... sometimes I just go blank! How I wish there was someone near by to help guide my feet on this path. Somewhat less travelled and very bumpy. At times I'm afraid that I might fall and not get up again. This would be sad as I am enjoying this path. To have a little guidence would be wonderful.... especially when I have questions. To have some one to show and teach the "correct" way to do things. Most of the time I feel like I am fumbling in the woods trying to find the light. I know it is there.... I just seem to get lost and loose sight of the light. It must be just over the hill maybe behind the tree around the next bend.

This must seem so confusing to some.... this just seems to be the way I think.... it dosen't always make sense. OH, well ! welcome to my thoughts....! ;)

Walking a new path takes time and willingness to try new things and the chance to think a new and maybe in a better way. I have learned so much already and at the same time, I know that I haven't learned very much. I hope I'm not foolish enough to think i "know it all". I also hope that one day I will find the light... maybe on my path there will be someone to guide my feet.

blessings to all whose feet wonder here....