Just Not Enough

I know I am not you favorite

I know I am not a lady

I also know that i am not special enough

I just want to feel your love

I just want you to know

that I am a lady

even if you dont think so

I just want you to know

that I am special

to many others,

If not to you

You gave everyone

your time and attention

For some reason

there wasnt much left for me

I have found all these qualities

inside myself

Some with the help

of my chosen family

Some with the love of

MY family

For some reason they love me

even though im not your favorite,

Or a lady or special

I am me

Still growing and learning.