Questioning life

Are we supposed to question the things we have been taught in childhood? The red or blue pill. That has been the question of late.... The things we see where we didn't see them before are really amazing! The magic that truely runs the world is amazing. It is becoming more amd more difficult to sit through "church" with these new eyes. The many thnigs I have learned these last few months have been amazing. Sometimes my head spins so fast with the learning, it just might fly off !