Shining for You

The Dreamer lost in Dreams

is it any wonder that no one notices

walking in a land of mists

waiting for that silver cloud

rain pouring down

stealing my tears

walking in this dream

your arms are around me

holding me close

the sun shines down on us

making you sparkle in the light

I am still too dull

to shine as you do

one day when they sun shines

just as brightly

with your arms around me

Or maybe in the night

under the full moon

then, yes thats when i ll shine

just for you

Lost Dreamer

The Dreamer lost in Dreams

is it any wonder that no one notices

walking in a land of mists

waiting for that silver cloud

rain pouring down

stealing my tears

walking in this dream

your arms are around me

holding me close

the sun shines down on us

making you sparkle in the light

I am still too dull

to shine as you do

one day when they sun shines

just as brightly

with your arms around me

Or maybe in the night

under the full moon

then, yes thats when i ll shine

just for you

Still in the Shadows

walking in the dark , keeping to the shadows

my thoughts spin 'round and 'round

thinking about all areas of life .. is this what we have come to

is it what I have come to ??

A spot of sad news and I feel like falling a part. Knowing that there is nothing I can do either way.

I walk on in the shadows of my own mind. Wishing there was someone I can talk with but no one is here... maybe there is a dark shadow wrapped around me tonight ... somethings ... i dont know ... sometimes I just feel so lost and alone.

As time moves on the shadows change.. we change with them ... or not. We grow, learn and keep moving and changing. Life is too short for regrets ... maybe its time to take a chance and follow our dreams ... where ever they may lead....

Still walking in the shadows ... but maybe willing to step into the light and take that chance

Darkness

The night closing about me, I sit here wondering why

why am I here alone, why are you far from me

Feeling alone in the darkness, I sit back in my chair

settling into the dark of the room, lost in thought

A dim light shining through the window,

the moon at her fullest caressing my skin

The night is closing about me

and I think of you

As far as you may be, you are close to my heart

a lingering light in my darkness

You are the warmth in the late cold hours

I wrap my self in thoughts of you

I’m here...

with night closing about me

like a hug from the distance ...

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Touched Beyond Words....

Hmmm... Ponderings from the Dreamer ....

I read a good friend's latest posting on his blog and I was touched beyond words. For he had put some of my feelings into words. Through his words I felt heavy of heart yet at the same time light in spirit. Im not sure it really makes much sense and thats ok, to feel heavy and light at the same time. Knowing that this moment in time and season is coming to an end. Yet, I feel lightened and inspired by the new moment in time that it to come. Even knowing it will last a short time before it too moves on. Only to be looked at from the distance of the future.

With a smile and love in my heart I look about me and see those that I love and care for beyond words. Knowing that the moments I have with them are all that really matter. Knowing that my time with some of them is coming to the end of the season... but they will be with me in all things. Never really far away from my heart. As they sleep this night and I fumble in the night unable to sleep I feel at peace ...

I have to thank Nude Boy Superhero .... the words you wrote in the quiet of the night/morning touched a Dreamer ... Your words brought the closing of the moment ... just to being on the awakening of a new moment in time .... you have touched me beyond words..... thank you for the moment in time ....

I'm sure I'll read this in my waking hours to remember that I was called from my world of dreams to the real world for a moment in time ... to be touched beyond words.....

Tears of Hope

Such sadness in the eyes

in the mirror

It hurts to see her

standing there

looking back at me

Tears slipping down

Sliding slowly down

down into a broken soul

Standing in the darkness

no can see the pain

no can feel the tears

in the darkness all is

silent ...

Such sadness in those eyes

they look back at me

A tear slipping down my cheek

Looking past the sadness

I now see hope

hope in the present

hope for the future

Hope in the silent darkness ...

Cold Sleep

Crawling into bed, I arrange the pillows so they are like another body next to mine.
It seems like a sad little thing to do. Yet, this is how I get to be next to you.



The only warmth I get is that from my own body. It takes so long for me to get warm.
The warmest thing I have are my thoughts of you.



I start to think of how warm your body would be next to mine. Of how your skin would
feel heating mine. Of how your breath would caress my hair.



My music lulls me to sleep. The drums sound like a beating heart. I imagine it is your heart
beat next to my ear. A strong rhythmic sound. With each note of the organ, I imagine
your fingers along my skin, smooth and graceful. Stroking each key.... stroking me.



No more reading, no more imagination. My eyes close, and I drift to sleep dreaming of you
next to me.