DAD

DAD

i watch you laying there

you look so small and pale

not like before

you have always been so strong

so invincible

your blue eyes used to twinkle

twinkle with laughter

will i see that again?

your hair was so dark

when did it become almost white?

you have always been there

a strong presence in my life

what i thought everyone should be...

i watch you walking

its a little slower

more cautious

where did the crinkles come from

you have lived a long time

seen so much 

you have many stories to tell

tell them to me

tell them to you grandkids

Dad come share your stories

I Want....

I want....

i want to touch you

but you are to far away

i want to know if

you are as wonderful

as you seem

i want to hear your voice

i know you have an accent

is it as yummy as i imagine

to have a real conversation

with you

to see you smile

will it light your eyes up

to sit with you

to see you

yes... to touch you

to know that you are not

a dream

all of this i want...

maybe one day

Touching

Touches

hands, lips, tongues

OH MY!

to feel them

to share them

to experience them

hands on each other

lips locked

tongues dancing together

i can feel you touching me

i can feel your skin as my

hands slide along your body

i can taste the salt from your skin

can you taste mine

i like to run my tongue

along your neck

i can feel you shiver

your breathing quickens

your heart races

my teeth sink into you

you taste so good

my nails rake down your back

you run the tips of your fingers

down my spine

Hands, lips, tongues

touching, tasting, dancing

bodies joining, enjoying

heat and passion

an explosive coming together

Sleeping

Sleeping

i curl up beside you

your arms come around me

i feel so safe and loved

you are asleep

protected by your strength

your arms encircle me

i snuggle closer

your hips flex

our heat joins

i can feel your breath

it falls across my face

i sigh feeling loved

you are my best friend

my lover, my husband

your arms feel amazing

Dreaming

Dreaming

i dream of holding you

holding you close to me

hearing your heart beat

a beat to match mine

i dream of the feel of your skin

skin that slides along mine

hot and sensuous

the reality of it all

the wanting

the waiting

the dreaming

i dream of our hands

caressing each others bodies

an arm, a chest, a thigh

a shared kiss

in my bed late at night

i find my self dreaming of you

awake or asleep

you are there

i dream of you when out walking

such an every day event

you are with me in my thoughts

i dream of you at night

you are hot and steamy

you have scalded my thoughts

I dream of holding you 

day and night 

it is my dream

to hold you close to me

Shadows of Love

shadows of love

playing in the shadows of your love

i have fallen under its shadow

its neither dark or light

not happy or sad

dancing between the shadows

in and out

up and down

round and round

flying high

soaring across the sky

reaching for the moon

touching the stars

floating down

touching the earth

feeling the grass

the blades so green

playing in the shadows of your love

i wake and the sun shines

i wake and the stars are gone

i wake...

still in the shadow of your love

One Word

One Word

its amazing that one word from you 

makes me shiver

one word can make me smile

i wish i could hear your voice 

and hear the amusement in your voice

i wish i could see you smile

as i do

one word and i melt 

one word and i smile softly

i only need to think about you 

and i smile 

thinking that one word from you

will have me falling for you 

just one word...

maybe just one more....